05.28.08
busysupernkmatimode
hey yo..
haha..lame gile aku x update blog..busy la kn..nk wat cmne..haha..(at this moment, i’m still wondering why i use ‘aku’ in this blog when i always use ’saya’ in REAL life)..aku gile..hahaha…abes cite
aku akn memblog bla aku bosan or aku xtau nk wat ape or aku ngah mood jiwang n sedey..hahahahaha..skang ni aku mode mati kutu..bukan xtau nk wat ape, tp sbb byk sgt bende kn wat..haha..smp aku rase xckp je smua mase ni..huu…*god gimme more time!!…
so,basically mlm ni aku kn siapkn 2000words assignment in 5 hours, tp tu mmg la sgt mustahil ya amat sbb satu hapah pn aku xbace..bkn tu je, bhn pon xcari..cehh…ade ati nk siapkn mlm ni..xbley bla punye semangat..tp xpe2..aku tau aku leh wat yg mustahil..hahahahahaha..xkose aku..dr dulu lg semangat xnk jd last minute worker, tp hampeh!! xpernah2 nk berubah..haha..assignment tu xde la kn anta esok, tp Isnin..tp since aku kn busy melompat2 nari kt hotel weekend ni, so kn la aku bertungkus lumus siapkn ARSEingment nih..
tp yg aku geram aku kn la plak pg school visit esok..warghh!!!! @#*^$#*$ (tu carut mode sopan santun..haha)..aku ngah la byk gile keje, kn plak pg sekolah tu..da la kn bgn pg2 buta, kn mandi plak!! (part tu aku plg liat, bukan mls nk mandi ok!, tp mls nk klua dr bilik air..hahahaaha)..pastu kn plak jln kedek2 pg MI building amik bus..isk la..nasib la bende ni wajib, klu x sah2 da lama aku tuang..xkose aku nk pg skolah tu..
thn yg aku geram lg since aku kn pg sekolah, sah2 la aku xleh keje!!..warghhhh $!#&* aku nk keje..aku nk keje..AKU NK KEJE *bukan la nk keje sgt, tp *ehem* hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..tp kannnn, emmm N.A.K. K.E.J.E…sah aku angau.period
ok2..back to the story..so after je aku abes school visit, aku kn pg centre bli brg utk MSA bbq sabtu nih..haha..thn mlm tu kn potong2 ape yg patut..goreng kacang.buang kulit..(part ni sah2 aku paksa qawiem n galven wat, xkose aku nk buang kulit kacang tu..allergic i..muahahahaha)..pastu mlm tu aku kn siapkn presentation bilingual utk ari Isnin..
then jumaat ade kelas from pg smp tengahari..thn ade presentation discussion since aku away weekend ni, group aku terpaksa la wat discusion awal2..*sorry la ek korang, nk wat cmne..aku cr mkn..nk idup..huuuuu…pastu dlm pkol 2 or 3 aku kn pg hotel tu da..nk perform pkol 6..warghhhh…thn MALAM tu gak, aku kn blk MUV coz nk sambung adegan memasak aku tuh…MALAM msk kuah kacang, PG sabtu masak kari…coz MSA BBQ tu tengahari…wargghhhh..aku xsempat pon nk join bbq tu nnt..i wish i can..huu..tensen2..
THEN, pg sabtu tu aku kn la plak gedek2 blk hotel sbb performance pkol 12.30pm..huuuu..mlm plak performance pkol 6pm..thn kn prepare utk TEST ari isnin…So, basically ari isnin tu aku ade 3 assessment kn anta…2000words assignment, presentation n test…NOTE!! 3 assesment in 1 day..huuuu..
ahad plak aku ade performance smp mlm…thn mlm blk, aku ade discussion group pkol 11pm..coz esok kn present..so ala2 rehearsal la…
so basically ni jadual aku utk seminggu..busy nk mati..aku rase pak lah pn xbusy cm aku..huuu…jgn aku msk spital pasni dah..huuu…mati..hahaha..
P/S : shieeettt…rindu die..warghh..aku rase aku angau..tengkiu =D
05.21.08
i’m in love..
yes i am..in love..hehs…but not with any guys *not anymore..errr..nor any girls *ko ingat aku lesbian ke ape??…i’m actually in love with one song..this song..yess..Kasih Tercipta by Faizal Tahir..
Kasih Tercipta by Faizal Tahir
Kasih hilang tiada bicara
Setelah cintaku kau puja
Rintihan rindu terus melanda
Redup cahaya oo hati lara
Bisiklah kiranya aku bersalah
Sedetik tersirat rasa
Kau cipta kasih yang ku miliki
Cintaku jujur selama ini
Carilah ku dalam hatimu
Sayang sebutlah kau rindu
Hanya…pintaku
Kasihmu kekal setia
Usah biarku ooo terus terluka
Ooo..kasih tercipta..
Ooo..carilah ku sayang
Mesra suaramu..kini berbeza
Gagal sembunyi sedih
Kenangan lalu menusuk jiwa
Manis seindah berganti pedih
Carilah ku dalam hatimu
Sayang sebutlah kau rindu
Hanya…pintaku
Kasihmu kekal setia
Usah biarku ooo terus terluka
Pabila bersamamu,debaran
Darah arus mengalir,cinta
Lahir selamaya
Berilah..kucupan sayang
Biar terukir wajah..kasih tercipta..
Berilah..kucupan sayang
Biar terukir wajah..kasih tercipta
Ooo..kasih tercipta..
Kini ku mengerti
Walau berpisah
Ku rela kiranya kau bahagia
warghhh..ari ni da msk 20 kali dgr lagu ni…yeay… +D
05.19.08
hidden meaning
| What Nurizzati Means |
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You’re always up to something. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless – and you have a lot of questions about life.
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p/s : hahahaha…its sooo damn true..kekekeke
05.18.08
tagged..warrghh
1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- no i am not…hahahaha
2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
- no!…hahaha..geli wei…but i do drink a glass of plain water right after i woke up..its good for your digestion..
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
- where no one know me
4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- now? money plz…
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- i’ll interpret this question as direct question, so yes..hahaha..xde kose aku nk pk deeper..muahahahaha
6. Do you like being who you are today?
- yes..hahaha..xde mood nk jwb panjang2
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
1st – bli kete mazda cx7,
2nd – g travel around world,
3rd – bli umah besar gabak,
4th – shopping *blanja my close frens n family,
5th – bli kete for my family *abah suke honda civic, along suke mazda rx8, mak suke honda city..
6th – bli hotel, wat bussiness..hahahaahhaah..gile glamer aku,
7th – donate kt mane yg patut,
8th – main saham,
9th – g class salsa,
10th – still havent decided yet…
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- never..hahaha..malu okess..da la buruk,ade ati nk confess suke org…
9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?
- err…hahahahaha…shhhhh
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- love me and i’ll love you more thn i love myself
- treat me well and i’ll treat you like no others
- loyal to me and i’ll give u all my life
11. Which type of cars I love the most?
- SUV…hahaha..mazda cx7 or lexus…
12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
- hug..ngeeee +D
13. What is your status now?
- Single, available..but somehow or rather not searching..it still hurts
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- me
15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
- i dont think so but i always xde duit
16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
- mp3 player…muaxxx
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- i wish i have more high self esteem
18. What makes you feel disappointed?
- when your friends make silly jokes which hurt your feeling and they keep on repeating the very same silly jokes
19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
- no..scary..
20. If u can put yourself under the knife of surgery, which part of your body will u wish to change?
- no..i just wish i was born prettier..
I hereby tag…
1. lisa
2. sya
3. hanafi
4. k.norzie
5. am
6. syira
7. afir
8. jannah
05.17.08
10+1 things you need to know about me..
hey yo again…
hahaha…ni sah2 xde keje..asyik update blog je..huu..i woke up at 1am today after i fell asleep at 9pm..meaning err i only had 4 hours of sleep..n i didn’t wake up coz of my alarm, but i woke up coz err i feel like i want to wake up…haahahhaha…bloody silly..muahaha…
i feel so happy today..dun ask why, i just feel happy..thats good rite? haha..but seriously i don’t know why..huu..god knows why..muahahahaha
10 things you need to know about me
thing that i love
1 – i love red colour..i just L.O.V.E it..hahaha..well, klu tgk my wardrobe, i got heapssss of tshirt, jacket, sweater n so on that are in red colour..but i like black, white n purple as well…these 4 colours are main colour in my life…hahaha..
2 – i love dancing…i think lots of people know about this though..haha..muahaha..especially traditional dance la..lagi2 zapin..muahahaha..n at this moment, i really want to learn salsa..hehs..i know few places though but not sure when to start..pretty busy these days..huhs..
3 – i love cooking…muahaha..maybe since i am the only daugher in my family, so i have to learn how to cook..hehs..but then again, cooking helps me to release my stress..hahaha..but im not that good in cooking though..trying to improve it.. =D
thing that i hate
4 – i’m allergic to daging kerbau..haha..so, dun feed me that thing ek..or i’ll end kt hospital..huhs..i still remember few years back when i went to my neighbour wedding ceremony, accidently ate it and as expected, i had terrible diarrea, i vomited all the time..huuu…sucks..
5- darkness..can i call it allergic? or fobia..yeah..its more to fobia..hahaha..dun put me in dark places okayyy..or u’ll know what will happen to me..hahaha..
6- i hate caterpillar..warghhh…geli..yekk..byk bulu..hahahahahaa
7 – i dun like ballons…hahaha..takot okeyy..
random things
8 – i’m the only daughter in my family..have a crazy brother though..miss him..hahaha…miss my parents too..hus
9 – from negeri sembilan..oh yea..hehs..masak lomak pon sodap..hehe
10 – i wear shoes size 6..hehs..and i think i’m a size 10..used to be 8..hahahaha
11 – not pretty..reality check..hey yo..hahaha..plus, i gain weight lately..huu..51kg now…warggghh…gemok!!
p/s : dragonboating is waiting for me..yeahh…tata
05.16.08
the forgotten 7.30pm…
hey yo..its time for me to update blog..hehs..it has been err 2 days since i last updated my blog..well, hahahahahaha..whatever anyway..
yup, so dlm blog ni bahasa melayu akn digunakn sepenuhnye atas sbb2 tertentu n ‘aku’ akn digunakn utk kate ganti diri..walaupon hakikatnye i’m using ’saye’ in real life..hahahaha..
ok, cmne nk start ek..huu..aku punyela ingat 9th May tu tarikh plg suwei utk thn ni, rupenye ade lg tarikh yg same taraf je suwei die..so, yeah lets start..
aku kn keje ari ni okess..xde la terpaksa, ni ngn rela sbb esok which is jumaat aku xleh keje sbb ade bende n settle…ari selasa tu yela ala2 terpaksa sbb aku lupe nk bgtau mamat tu aku nk cuti..so, drp kn mrh,rela jela kn diri tu keje..huhs..tp tu cite ari selasa..xde la malang sgt except dpt 1 lead je..bodo gile ok dpt 1 lead…ok2..so, lantak sana..janji dpt 10 hengget..
alkisahnya ari ni aku kn la keje..so, x kesah la sgt..even bdn penat tp still nk gak duit msk okkk..n ptg td, die ptt jemput aku pkol 2.45, tp last2 die dtg pkol 3.10pm..mase tu da start emo2, sbb xsempat nk mkn..i tot die smp awal, so main tapau je la..klu la tau mamat tu smp lewat, sah2 aku dh balun mcd depan aku..huu..tu x kisah lg..aku bkn main ceria lg..siap gelak2 ketawa, bergurau sende n sempat lg aku tipu sunat kt die yg aku nk g hawaii..hahaha..lantak la..lgpon mmg nk g hawaii ok..tggl tempah tiket je..haha
thn smp destinasi keje, which is xtau kt mane, die pon drop la aku kt situ..dh siap bg peta ( kn translate ok, mane tau dia bace..hahaha), aku tau die ade explain something tp aku mls amik pot sbb aku lapar..huhhh…note!..xsempat nk mkn lunch ok..waarrrhgghhh!!! pastu kn la tinggal sekor2 kt situ..xkesah la,..dah biasa pn kn tinggal..hahahahahahahahaha..pastu jln2 skt, aku pon plik la..nape cm utan je tpt nih..byk gile pokok ok..freaking scary..pastu tgk peta br la perasan, sebelah kanan aku tu hutan simpan..cizzz…smp ati ko drop ku kt utan simpan…even aku duk raub tu, xde la plak aku rase scary cmtu skali tpt die..huhhh..n btw, aku nk ketuk pintu umah org, yg ko g drop aku kt utan simpan wat pe weii..jln2 sikit br la prasan umah org..tu pon ceruk2 mane ntah…tp kn…
umah2 kt situ cantik, tppp sebjik ala2 kt dlm utan amazon tuh..haha..aku punye la kn turun tngga..da la xrate, byk tanah lembik plak tu..aku da la mase tu pkai really formal, br pas blk sekolah..so ape lg, aku pon struggle la ngn heels aku yg sedia nk mati tu..kire nk kontrol ayu la tu, coz pkai formal nk g ketuk umah org nih..sebijik aku rase cm wat jungle tracking, dh xde rupe kwsan perumahan..siap kn msk semak samun lg..hahaha..labah2 kt kpala aku pon ade gak okess..huuu..ntah mane la mamat ni anta aku..dlm ati..cissss…penat2 aku dressing, kt utan ni gak die anta..bodo laaaa
dh la tpt tu utan, thn aku kn jalan jauh la yg amat! n pkai plak heels yg sedia nk mati tu..aku rase cm itik yg br nk blaja jalan..kedek2 aku struggle pkai heels tu coz heel die da xrate, so aku slalu la stumble mase jln..tp aku rilek lg, harusla npk elegent kn utk berkerja??? hahahaha…kn la senyum slalu, biar org yg lalu lalang tu rase happy je, so dpt la aku byk leads..hehs..tp actually sakit weii..dh la pas kn pijak ngn asyi ngn heels merah mak ngah die tu(waa, smp ati awk weiiiii!!!), lg la kaki aku sakit weii..tp aku kn suke je pk ala2 positive, ‘ala, xpe nye sikit je sakit tu, kejap lg ok la’..hahaha..positive xbley bla..
so, after i berjaya ignore kn sakit tu, aku pn kedek2 la jln..senyum punye senyum, skali
AKU SESAT!!!
ok, ni mmg aku la yg bodo..ahahaha..donny dah provide peta, tp aku still la lost..ntah ape la aku pk, tau2 je dh smp tpt lain..mau x gelabah aku…tp aku pura2 cool, xkn la nk nangis kot..ape kess..thn aku ngn bangganye nk tepon donny suruh amik aku, tp SEKALI..jeng jeng
HP AKU ABES BATERI LA PLAK!!!!
okkk..tu mmg la malang..aku da stunt da mase tu..ni mmg abes la nih, da la sesat, abes bateri plak tu..cmne aku nk tepon die nnt?? cmne die nk tau aku kt tpt mane?? kalut2 punye kalut, finally jumpe la blk jln asal..tu pon pas pusing punye pusing, 6pm br la aku x sesat..it took bloody one hour ok nk cari jln asal..isk la..bodo..bodoh!!!!
mase dh pkol 6, tp aku xde satu lead pon lg..huuuu..ni xleh jadi ni..xkn la aku nk blk tgn kosong kot..xde kose aku..so, aku pon susun strategi nk dpt leads…jln2 punye jln, suddenly aku cm rase xsdap ati je..rase cm plik..so aku pon pndg la kiri kanan..rupe2nye
AKU KT UTAN SIMPAN BODO TU LG!!..n mase tu dh gelap ok!!..bygkn jln2 sorang, kt tp utan simpan..n mase tu plak imigination liar aku mula klua merepek2..klu la ade pontionak sergah, xke pengsan aku kt situ..xpon tetiba si bungkus klua,sah2 aku wat acara 100m ala2 aku wat ms ari microteaching tu..hahahaha..dlm ati mase tu aku bace la surah ape yg patut..hahahaha
important to note that i have terrible fobia to darkness : which is i hate dark places, i don’t go there and if i go, i’ll definitely having a terrible time recovering..thanks
kn aku da ckp td, tpt yg aku pg kali ni cm creepy sikit, ala2 utan amazon..so bla dh mlm, lg la creepy nk mati..bygkn..da la xde lampu jalan yg TERANG..yg ade pon ala2 lampu pelita je, aku rs lampu pelita lg meriah kott..ni dh tahap nk mati dh la..konon nk bg dim light la, tp excuse meeee…klu da kswan perumahan tu berhutan, bley x bg letrik byk sikit!! ingat aku xde keje ke nk redah utan semak samun tuh..isk la..konon nk kwsan umah ala2 country la..tp excuse me..tu bknnye ala2 country, tu tpt pembiakan nyamuk, lalat, n segala mcm serangga agaknye..
aku mase tu dh saiko2..aku kn tkt tpt gelap..mase tu dh xleh nk pk dah..otak kosong..tkt gile ok…rase nk jerit2 je kuat..aku mmg takot gelap..jln plak sorang, lg la saiko..huu..mase tu da start nk nangis…huuu
thn aku pn tgk jam (nasib ari tu bli jam, klu x?? mati kulat aku sorang2..huu), ni dh pkol 7pm..ni xleh ni, aku kn gak tepon donny, bgtau aku kt mane…kang mati aku klu die cr aku kt mane..so, ngn muke separuh xtau malu, aku pon mtk la tepon kt one of the houses..nasib pompuan tu baik, die umur 16 thn kot..aku bgtau la aku nk tumpang tpn, hp aku xde bateri..die pon ajak la msk umah…skali aku msk umah die, dan2 je umah die berasap!! sbb die ngah memasak, thn ngah2 borak ngn aku, tetiba hangus…hahahaha…punye la malang ko..sorry la ek..die pn kalut la g padam api, ilangkn asap kt dapur..nasib mak die xde, so aku pon tolong la kibas2 sikit2 asap tu..janji tolon..hehs..n aku pon ngn semangatnye g tepon donny, coz i know die mst cr aku punye..ni da pkol 7..aku ingat lg ape yg aku bualkn anyway
I – hey,
D- hey you, how r u doing? (aku plik gile mase ni cmne die tau tu aku even aku gune no lain..)
I – my hp is out of battery, so im calling using other’s no..
D – oh yeah..r u doing your callbacks now?
I- yes i am..
D – where r u now? where should i pick u up? n what time?
I – C***** Dr. no 46, thats my last callback..pick me up at 7.30pm
D – ok, see ya
so basically tu la yg aku bgtau die..after tu aku punye la berkobar wat callbacks, nk balik cos nk dance, nk mkn mcd yg tertangguh tu n so on…
thn aku pn truskn la operasi msk semak samun tuh…n mase tu aku smp satu umah ni..umah die ya rabbii…leh list dlm 100 most scariest in the world..hahaha..tp dlm umah ade lampu dimp gile..dlm ati, yess ade harapan dpt lead..so, g la ketuk pintu..btol2 kn baju, slua..smile…thn aku pon ketuk la pintu die..hehs..ketuk pnye ketuk..tpppp xde sape jwb pon..aku pon bla..n on the way nk klua dr umah tu, which is susah ok!!..konon la natural path, nk bg homey sikit..so basically xde simen kt lantai tu..smua adelah batu n tanah n sgala mcm natural thingy kt situ…aku ms tu da bebel2 sorang, kot ye pn nk wat natural path,xkn la natural light gak kot!!..xnampak ok ape yg aku pijak..main hentam je…tp skali..
GEDEBEP AKU JATUH!!!
hahahahahaha..mase tu mmg malu ok!, sakit tu sakit la jatuh, tp klu da jatuh ala2 nangka busuk, mau x malu..nasib xde org, klu x!..hahaha
mase tu mmg la aku tension, xabes2 malang aku wei..dr ptg td smp mlm…huu…rase nk jerit2 je..huuu…pastu aku pon bgn, n guess what??
HEELS AKU TERCABUT!!
warrrggjhhhh!!! tu mmg suwei + sial + malang..dah xde kasut cmne aku nk keje ari tu wei!!..xkn aku nk kaki ayam kot!!..elok baju formal skali kaki ayam..nk call laki tu xleh la plak..dlm ati da start sumpah2..%^&*^&^#$%^%
nasib la tggl 15 minti je before donny amik aku, so aku pon jalan kaki ayam, sebelah tgn wat file biru, sblah lg bwk kasut..n tensen punye psl, aku lipat je slua aku tu smp lutut..mampos ko…xde mase aku nk menyamak slua plak nnt..xde koje aku..kaki ni leh aku nk samakkn..so bygkn, gaya aku sebijik mcm officer tolong mangsa bantuan banjir, tp stock yg nk gak dressing tu, pkai heels time banjir..hahahahahaha…
so what i did was, bla je aku smp dpn umah org, aku btolkan la blk slua tuh..pkai heels, thn pretend nothing happen..ahhaha..smile is a must..muahahaha..nasib la ade 3 umah je aku kn abeskn..klu x, sah2 meroyan aku mlm tu…
so thn, jam da pkol 7.25..dlm ati..yeayyyyy…sat lg donny dtg amik..leh blk…lalalalalalaa..
so, aku pon biar je keadaaan slua aku tu lipat smp lutut, barefooted n aku pon duk la tepi jln tgg die..n aku tau die xpernah punctual..so, klu die ckp 7.30, ade la dlm 7.45 die smp..xpe2 aku phm..even mase tu aku sejuk gile nk mati sbb xpkai jacket, just pkai baju turtle neck je, aku leh la senyum2 lg…tp kann….
skali punye tunggu…die janji nk amik pkol 7.30pm, tpppppppppp pkol 8pm pon die xsmp!!!
aku mase tu gabra nk mati da..dlm ati da carut2 kt die..huu..xkn la die sanggup tinggalkn aku kottt kt sini..da la utan, xde org lalu…waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…aku mase tu control lg..xmo bg nangis…xbest la nangis…
aku pn xpe…rilek2, die mst ade hal, keje ptt abes pkol 7.30..maybe la kete ade hal kot..die br je eksiden, ntah2 mabok kulat xabes lg ke..huuuu..pastuuuu
ade la plak satu kete ni berenti ajak naik..budak2 muda..huu..aku cuak nk mati ms tu..aku wat bodo je n ckp ngh tgg ayah..hahahaha…klu le kn culik, aku suruh je si donny tu byr…huu..sape suruh lbt!!
thn da pkol 8.15, si mamat tu xmuncul2 gak…abes!!!!…sah2 die ni xjumpe aku..xdenye keje smp 8.15..tpt smua dekat2 je okkk…xde jauh pon…ni xleh jd, aku pon nekad, aku jalan smp tp simpang where every car can see me…thn aku pon tgg la lg 5 minit, xde gak…dlm ati, sat lg die dtg, sah2 kn piat ni kang..die ingat aku beruk kt utan simpan ni ke????
aku mase tu kalut cm nk mati…kt tgn xde duit, i dun even know where i was n i was freak out coz i dun have any money, no hp, and i was alone in the middle of nowhere..n SUDDENLY I CRIED…bloody damn..tu mmg malu ok..tp bygkn klu kn tggl, n xtau nk g mane..kt utan plak tu…huu..
thn aku nekad, aku ketuk pintu ond the house, aku mtk tepon..mase tu mate aku merah coz nangis..even owner tu pon sian tgk aku..die siap salahkn donny lg..hahaha..padan muke ko…n owner tu ajak aku msk umah..aku nk je msk, luar tu sejuk ok!!! tp klu aku msk, cmne die nk cr ok…thn pas owner tu bg hp die, aku pn tepon la no die…tpppppp guess what
XLEH CONTACT NO DIE LAA PLAK!!!
mase tu nk je aku meraung..warrrhhhh…ape ke malang la nasib aku klu ni..huu..klu xleh contact die, cmne die nk tau aku kt mane???? n cmne aku nk tau nape kajadahnye die lbt!!!
owner tu ajak aku msk umah, tp aku tolak, xde kose aku nk duk kswan tu lame2,aku nk blk..nk mkn ok!! thn aku pon g blk kt tp jln, tgg die, mase tu aku nangis da…mase tu da xkire mascara ke, eyeliner ke..mampos…ntah mane pg si mamat tu..hangin aku satu bdn!!! aku bygkn aku xleh nk blk, kn tido tp jln..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…
thn ngah2 aku nangis..FINALLY muncul la mamat tu…mase tu nk je aku kejar die keliling kete..nasib ade org lain, klu x mampos aku xgerak…klua la ko dr kete pujuk aku..aku pura2 cool, tp aku rs die npk je kot aku kesat air mate before naik kete..obviously la aku NANGIS sbb lbt jemput 45 minutes..hellooo..kt utan plak tu..klu kt city da lame aku naik bus, xkose aku nk tgg ko..huuu
msk je kete, die ty ‘r u ok’, thn aku pn jwb aku ok, tp sah2 la sore serak..yg lain senyap..xbrani ckp, lantak la korang..donny cuak2 ayam..hahaha…die jwb aku pg mane, thn aku ckp la i’m waiting for u at bloody 46..thn die ty lg aku ok ke x, aku senyap..mls nk jwb..n guess what happpened??
HP DIE PON XDE BATERI GAK!!!…
ok…tu aku leh maafkn lg laaa..nk wta cmne kn..dan2 je hp aku xde bateri, hp ko pn same..huuu..tppppp yg aku hanginyeee, aku suruh tgg kt 46 C***** Dr, tpppp
die leh tgg aku kt 26 C****** Dr!!!!
n excuse me, 26 to 46 C***** Dr tu ala2 150m je ok!!..ko bwk kete, xde ke ko terpk nk ronda2 jap tgk aku kt mane??????? mase tu aku hangin satu bdn…dlm still nangis lg, sbb syahdu kn tinggall…huuu
tp si mamat ni mmg la meng’test’ tahap kesabaran aku…dan2 die ckp ‘izzati, next time make sure you wait somewhere where i can see you, dun hide behind trees bla bla bla.. ya rabbi, time tu aku duk blakang die, nk je aku cekik2 leher die…aku punye duk tp jalan, aku plak aku nk nyorok??? xkn la xnpk kot..huu…punyela aku mcm mangsa bantuan banjir, ko still lg xleh cam ok..n pastu die ckp ape ntah aku mmg xamik pot…mase tu angin satu bgn..huuu…aku ingatkn da settle time tu je, thn jeng jeng jeng….
IZZATI, R U HUNGRY? ok…tu adelah satu soklan yg sgt slh utk ditanya time aku hot..sah2 la aku lapar, mcd ade lg kt kete die, n he knows that, ade ati nk ty lapar ke x..aku trus je jwb ‘NO’..thn die leh wat klaka..anyone hungry?? waaaa…ape ke malang lg aku nih..aku nk blk okess..xde kose aku nk mkn dinner..n pastu, die leh lg ty soklan yg wat aku tergamam nk jwb
IZZATI, DO U EAT KFC? wth?? die mst ingat aku ni budak2 kn, leh pujuk gune KFC..aku ni br je pas jg mangsa kn tinggal, die leh plak ajak mkn KFC..huuu…n ms tu once die pandang blakang, n time tu aku ngah kesat air mate..amik koo…sape suruh wat aku nangis..pujuk!!!…wargghhh…tp aku tau die xkn pujuk..dlm erti kt lain..pandai2 la ko..
so, at last x jd sbb one of them kn blk awal, huu..nasib…klu g kfc td, sah2 aku wat drama kt kfc…huuu..klu aku nangis kt kfc, pujuk ko smp aku berhenti…huu..dh la kn tinggal, kn lecture plak tu..huuu…isk la..aku mmg xpernah mendapat simpati dr die..asyik kn balik je..huu..
so, bla da smp muv, aku trus klua kete, xckp ape2..bla..lantak…aku terkejut lg ok..br je kn tinggal kt utan..huu..xde mase nk main2 lambaian malar ijau ngn ko…aku nk tido..
p/s: well, die br bg msg ckp mtk maaf psl bende td…emmm…leh x klu xnak bls? *hihihihi*
masyaAllah ..panjangnye blog..bace la korang..lantak..hahaha =D
05.13.08
complete idiot
hey yo
another normal day for me…a bit busy ( btw am, i’m really busy ok!..), didn’t get enough sleep (as usual), and eat a lot..sounds boring and lame right? yeah i know..
emm..oh ya..i felt very stupid today coz i supposed to write a formal letter to MAS regarding bla bla bla bla…hahahahaha..no need to know..xpenting pon..wat nyemak otak korang je..muahaha, but then somehow or rather i forgot how to write a proper formal letter..lalu terkeluar soalan bodoh from me which is
FORMAL LETTER TU CMNE EK??
and ade la hamba Allah ni jawab ‘laaa, formal letter tu surat rasmi la..xkn la ko xtau’..the problem know is i didn’t know how to react to his answer. Either he regard me as complete idiot coz still didn’t understand what is formal letter though i’m 22 now OR he made a joke to me which i found it not-so-good one..blueek! so i just laughed, felt annoyed and yeah like a complete idiot. my dear friend, obviously i KNOW what is FORMAL LETTER, but what i asked was how to do a proper formal letter; in a bussiness format..huuu..but then again it was my fault since the way i structured my question was a bit vague..kekeke..dear friend, thanks for you VERY sincere answer, i really appreciate it..huhh
tp, susah okess nk tulis surat rasmi..tula, mase sekolah dulu cikgu ajar tulis surat rasmi xmo dengar..hahaha…kan skang da terkial2 nk tulis surat..isk la…retarded tul..but then, bukan slalu tulis surat rasmi..haha..ni br la first time kot tulis bende ni lps abes skolah..hahaha..pasni ntah bla lg nk tulis surat rasmi..kt sekolah la kot..haha..tulis kt parents maybe..future teacher la katenye..huu..
so thats one thing..ape lg ek?
owh yes..i’m not sure whether i should write this, but yeah i nearly fainted in my room last night..i’m not sure how this can happened, but all i know is i was writing the so called formal letter and suddenly a sharp headache just strike me. thought it was nothing, i continue what i was doing, but then jeng jeng..all i know is my vision was terribly blurred, i was sweating like crazy and i felt like vomiting..bluekk..wargghh..i was trying hard not to pass out..coz i hate it..i just hate it..that thing happened for 5 minutes and tadaaa..im OK..muahahahaha..saiko sunggguh bdn ini..hahahaha…well, im fine anyway, so dun worry..yeahhh
okla..nite peeps
05.11.08
tragedy 9th May 2008
If people ask me what is the s***est day on May, i would definitely say last friday..9th May 2008..huu..wanna know why? jeng jeng jeng +D
amnah da cite what happened to her, what she went through, so let me tell you what happened on my side, though both of us were terribly late for our presentation, i believe that we have different story to be written here..hahahahaha
Last week was the busiest week ever for me..too many things to be done, too many things to be handed in..and seriously i didn’t even get proper sleep..sometimes i didn’t sleep at all..i knew something bad will happen, i just didn’t expect it will turn out this way..i hardly get 2 hours sleep in a day, let alone enough rest and eat..hahaha..
rasenye the whole thing started on wednesday bla gmail yg biol tu wat perangai..dah la xleh bukak gmail coz kononnye ade masalah ngn account, pastu plak proposal kn anta ari rabu tu gak…mane la sempat wei…tp xpe..konon la think positive..i even told myself, push yourself and finished this bloody proposal by tonight, by hook or by crook..so, dgn semangat berkobar, pg la wat 1 full jug of nescafe konon wat teman nk siapkn proposal..hahaa…anyway, klu ikutkn, i just have to edit few things in the proposal, copy paste n thats it..done..but i took the whole night to edit that simple thing..huuu..bodo la ko ni ezat oi…bende simple pon xleh wat..pastu, edit punye edit, siap la gak bende tu pkol 5.30am…take note..5.30AM ok!!.n i didn’t sleep the whole night plus the night before i just had 3 hours sleeping time..i knew something bad will happen..huu..jeng jeng
pastu pagi tu plak kn pg Riverside Girl for my school visit..but then i didn’t feel sleepy at all, sah2 la effect satu jug nescafe punye pasal..haha..everything went well, nothing bad happened except for i dozzed off few time during class..haha..mampos la..nk wat cmne..dh mate ngantuk..hehs =D
then bla blk br la sedar esoknye ade microteaching…damnit!!..bermula la saat ke’gabra’an yg xhenti2..dah la xde idea, pastu satu bende pn x prepare lg..ngn lesson plan nye, ngn material smua..time tu plak asyi n nik ajak lunch..time la plak nk ajak lunch, nk reject cm kesian..g la teman dorg, mkn oporto..time tu da pkol 3pm, huuu..tp still act cool dpn kwn2..haha…positive thinker la konon..kpala hotak ko..dlm ati tuhan je tau..nk tambah lg nasib malang, kepala plak da start penin2..rase cm nk demam..huu..time ni plak headache ni plak nk dtg!!!..iskla…hampeh tul la..now i know something bad will definitely happen..
ape lg, mlm tu punye la kalut cari idea ape nk present..cari punye cari, finally i decided to teach them on how to calculate faster..jd cikgu math la konon..bimbo!! punye la semangat nk ajar, siap practice depan cermin lg, konon imagine la smua students participate ngn cemerlang gemilang n terbilang..pasu ade hati lg imagine lecture puji my microteaching..kononnye well presented laa..HAHAHAHA..imigination xleh bla punye tgg..abes je practice, br la sedar mase tu da pkol 6am…damn it!!!..xtido lg mlm tu..abes la..mampos aku..mampos…da la ade lecture pkol 9..2jam plak tu..
tp xpe, nk gak jd positive thinker, i even told myself ‘izzati,u can do it..just hang on for few more hours, thn u’re free..tp mase tu mate da kabur, kpala pening, ngn rase nk muntah lg..arrghh!!!..mampos mampos..serious mase tu da xlarat, nk bgn pon da xlarat..rase nk pitam je..ni punye la da siap pkai baju nk g lecture, then i decided nk rehat jap before g lecture and guess what
AKU TERTIDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sedar2 je da pkol 11am..which is my microteaching time!!..tu pon nasib am kejut, klu x mampos la tido smp ptg..huu..ape lg, ngn sepantas kilat pkai tudung, xsempat tempek foundation pon, muka mmg abes2 br bgn tido, nasib xde air liur basi je..mase tu dlm hati xabes sumpah seranah..pastu plak lupe nk print lesson plan, n laptop kt umah am plak..damnit!!!
am pon ape lg, kedek2 la ngn baju kurung purple n tudung rambu ramba die tu pg copy my lesson plan (btw am, i’m using MS 07, hahaha..mane ade org pkai MS 2005 lg wei, kampung gile ok!!!)..abes je die copy, ngn sepantas kilat lari g admin nk print, smp plak admin, xde org kt situ..waaa!!!…ape ke suwei la ari tuhh..mase tu da pkol 11.10..ade la dlm 5 minit aku kt situ..receptionist die la plak lembap nk mati wat keje..siap ty aku lg ‘hows ur day been’, tu mmg salah time ok nk ty soklan tu!!..nasib la aku rational lg mse tu, klu x sah2 kn sembur free ngn aku…
thn mase tu me n am konon nk reka reason la nape lambat, konon sbb tertinggal VHS tape..sempat lg ktorg menyetan mase tu, xsdar diri da lbt, ade ati nk menipu..thn ni la org kate klu Allah nk bls, mmg die bls time tu gak..n guess what.. AKU MMG XBWK TAPE BODO TU..shit laa..masin mulut ktorg..mase tu mmg mencarut memanjang, cr kunci umah plak xjumpe..huu..sialan sungguh!!! da la 1st presenter, lbt plak tu..tu mmg sial tau!!! da la xsihat, skt kpala, pastu kn lari plak..mase tu plak la nk tobat, xnk menipu lg..huuu..mase tu sempat lg imagine xleh present, kn halau ngn lecture, pastu fail n kn anta blk malaysia..serious mase tu dh nk nangis..huu..dlm ati, mati aku kali ni..mampos!!!!!…lisa plak tepon ms tu, she’s waiting for her tape which is with ME!!!! mampos..
da abes adegan lari2 amik tape kt bilik, sambung blk adegan lari2 g uni..huuu..mase tu da pkol 11.20..sah2 mati aku kali ni!!!!!..aku tinggal je am kt blakang, sbb die last presenter, aku ni first presenter..bygkn MUV to uni, aku lari ala2 100m punye style..abes aku pintas org2 ngah jogging..Rabuan pit pn leh respect the way aku lari..nasib aku x keje ari tu, klu x, xleh aku bygkn aku lari pkai baju formal, ngn heels 3 inch lari g uni..silap2 aku trus masuk spital sbb patah kaki..nk jd nasib lg malang, time tu plak la rase nk pitam…ya rabbi, sah2la aku tergolek kejap lg..huuu..mane x nye, aku da la xleh amik caffeine byk sgt, pastu selamba je teguk 1 jug nescafe plus xtido 2 hari..sah2 la aku MRI lg skali ni nnt..
smp je bilik tutorial, smua org pandang..huu..dah la mata merah sbb br bgn tido, plus muke pucat nk mati, sebijik cm dracula xdpt minum darah sebulan..tgg mase je nk mati..huu..serious da x inagt nk ckp sorry ke ape..nasib la lecturer xmrh, die suruh rehat dulu..tgk je jam mase tu pkol 11.23..which means i took 3 damn minutes from muv to uni..hebat gile..
nk tambah lg nasib malang, AKU XINGAT APE YG AKU PTT PRESENT!! mase present xyah ckp la, ngn gagap,kalut..language xyah ckp, lintang pukang, laju cm ketapi aku ngajar.. and for the first time, rase cm nk pura2 pengsan je mase tu sbb crap gile aku present..pastu xjd plak idea setan aku tu sbb nnt susah plak org nk angkat aku, da la berat..aku tau separuh kelas tu xphm ape aku ajar, g mampos korang, janji aku abes present..dpt P pn xpe..janji pass..n mase tu aku sedar, nape la aku pilih mathematic kali ni…coz more thn half kelas aku tu benci math..nasib la ade 4 5 ekor yg nk bg jawapan..klu x, sah2 aku flunk bende ni..tp nasib gak aku x ajar cmne nk ikat kain batik, klu x, bygkn aku lari 100m pkai kain batik, klu la terbarai kain batik tu mase aku lari,mane aku nk letak muke??????
at the end of the day, demam aku trus terbantut, sbb smua bende ni la..huu..trus sihat mase tu, kpala ngn kaki je sakit…pastu, aku ingatkn aku yg malang, rupenye am lg malang, die xdpt present sbb pendrive kt aku..ingat x aku g print document kt admin? aku lupe bg die pendrive tu blk..HAHAHAHAHHAHA..sorry la am wei..muahahaha
tu la kisah ari plg malang aku utk thn ni…harap2 xde la nasib malang pasni..cukup2 la tu..xlarat wei nk main lari2..tp yg penting, bende ni akn jd satu bende yg aku n am leh gelakkn..hahahahahahaha..betapa bodonye ktorg berdua…
p/s: am ngah tido, br je td die ngigau geleng2 kpala…HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..ape yg awk geleng tu wei????
05.10.08
hello dunia
hahaha…muahahahaha…
lom start tulis blog da saiko gelak..hihi…
well, this is not my first blog ever..i had few back then, but i keep on deleting it..don’t ask why..haha..well, sometimes you need to delete certain things in your life la kn…kekekeke..i don’t really want to create any more blog anyway but because of certain reasons, which i believe is concrete and valid, and tadaaaa i’m back baby..hahaha..
well, first of all, thanks to amnah; yg x abes2 saiko ngn si afro die kt jepun tuh for giving me such a duhhh title for my blog..*damn it…grammatical unacceptable..mampos laa..hahahaha..anyway, saje je nk amik ati die, so letak la tajuk nih…hahahaa…pnat die pikir tajuk for my blog, kang klu x amik mampos kn hentam ngn die…dah la saiko ari ni..jerit2 x abes2…nk kate pms, tiap2 ari pon awk cmtu kn???? *am, panas ati x????hahahahahahhaa..rilek beb, gurau je..kekekeke
tp btol la..thnx for the title..i like it actually…somehow or rather i just like it..kekekeke..but i’m not mereng ok..im good and errr healthy..hahahahahahahaha…god knows that
its already 2am now and i still can’t sleep…hey yo..haha..
p/s : oi am, kate nk tido sini…cepat2 dtg..haha =D