06.27.08

yada.yada.yada.bata.bata.bata

Posted in just mumbling at 5:07 pm by michikoisizzati

hahaha…

2 words kt atas tu aku dpt kt manga..hehe..

my right bisep ( i dun know how to spell it..haha ) but yeah it hurts a lot since yesterday…not sure why..i just can’t do heavy work at this moment..

anything else? emm…syal cooked me lunch today..yeayy..hahaha..

what else? haha..i just finished watching fullmetal alchemist..i love this anime..someone or rather i wish i have that power..hehe..

i dun the mood to update my blog anyway….daa~

06.24.08

zapin oh zapin..lalala

Posted in just mumbling at 5:05 pm by michikoisizzati

hello..hey yo..aloha.,

at this moment, i am choreographing steps for zapin. hahaha..penat ok…last2 aku create je steps sendri…main campur je.. kores, tenglu, pekajang, ghalit, aku harung je smua..tu pon da dimodernkn sikit..klu sape2 choreographer zapin tgk steps yg aku create, mst mengucap panjang..haha..well, at least i try my best..hihi..

well, thats not the point..tgh2 aku terkinja2 menari td, aku terpikir klu aku mix dangdut ngn zapin, best x? joking joking..actually aku terpikir aku xnk pkai bj from TM utk zapin, which means aku nk jahit sendri..baju kurung je la..kainnye nnt pinjam la kain n songket TM…sbbnye, aku nk pkai baju warna maroon utk zapin, ngn kain merah..rasenye ade kot kain songet merah or pink from TM..thn utk songket luar nnt, aku terpikir nk pkai songet petak2, tp mane nk cr…huu~

tp pandai ke aku jahit?? hahahaha…jawapannye harusla x..kekeke, tp memandangkn aku mungkin blk malaysia next week, so aku nk tempah je kt jiran aku..6 pasang baju kurung..fit ngn bdn dancers, so npk cantik skit..kekeke…harusla semangat gile aku kali ni..sbbnye?? aku tgk blk video mfest last year..ya rabbi..buruknye la aku..n aku kn anti skit baju kilat2 ni..hahaha…

klu susah sgt, aku jahit je sendri baju budak2 ni nnt..ala, bukan korang nk pkai nnt kn?? hahaha…janji jgn tercabut ms dance udah..huuu..asal npk cm baju kurung udah la..hahaha..bukan korang nk pkai pon later kn??? hahaha

so meaning aku ngah pk psl costume..aku ade 27 dancers..yaa…27 ok…mane aku nk cr baju byk tu..huuu~~joget plak tu… huu~ javanese plak aku cadang nk bli slua gebang kt KL central..aku tau aku slalu npk slua tu..huu..thn pkai baju itam..settle..hihi..

eh jap jap…tajuk post ni zapin kn?? apehal aku melalut psl costume..huu..npk sgt aku mamai..haha..td ngah aku dance, tetiba aku pk, klu aku ade anak, aku nk mskkan die kt YWJ..haha..so meaning aku kn duk johor la..huu~ reason aku nk duk johor is aku nk anak2 aku msk YWJ..nnt xde la anak2 aku buta cultural..

okla…aku nk sambung dance..tetiba aku rindu k.norzie..hahaha..aku suke nari ngn die, sbb die best.. *hugs*..

p/s : aku mengah nari kali ni, npk sgt aku da gemok…stamina beb stamina..

06.19.08

moody~

Posted in psycho time at 4:55 pm by michikoisizzati

moody

yup..thats my mood for today..n i don’t know why i easily feel annoyed these days..maybe sbb angin kus kus bulanan smp..huu~

but yup..i seriously too easy to feel annoyed these days..with anybody..even with people i don’t know..what is happening to me? huu~

so thats why i decide to isolateĀ  myself from anybody..coz i know if i meet too many people, maybe i end up hurting them..so yeah better i just keep quite and stay alone..at least for few days or weeks..huu~

i’m not sure why, but yeah i think the reason is deep inside my heart there is something that remain unsolved..i am the person that whenever i’m angry, or sad i just keep it within me..i don’t discuss with people..i just not used to heart to heart thingy..you know what i mean? so everytime i have problems i just keep it to myself or in simple words ‘pandai2 ko solve sendri’…

i know this is not good coz there will be a moment when you can’t keep it anymore and u’ll burst…so i think i’m about to reach THAT limit..huu~ even i’m afraid of myself..

sometimes when you feel annoyed with your friends, you can’t say it loud..because they are your friends right? no matter what, they are still my friends..people make mistakes, even me so i have to bare with it..no matter how big that mistakes are, i’ll end up smiling at them..or even talk with them..so whenever i feel hurt, or sad i just cherish myself coz i know they didn’t mean to do that..but i guess human have feelings too right? you can make jokes, but there are limit to it..how words can hurt my feeling..aaihh~

so right now i’m isolating myself from others..i’m on my own world..i think this is the best way..and i’m writing this coz i want people to know that there is reason why i’m isolating myself..not your fault, but mine..i shouldn’t think of past things..but yeah i just did..n it drives me crazy..period..

i just want to go back to malaysia..be with my family..that’s all..

mfest n mgm = no idea

Posted in just mumbling at 1:02 pm by michikoisizzati

hey ho…

hahaha..let’s talk about mfest n mgm

mfest n mgm da dekat..in 2 months time..suke.suke..yeayy..so skang ni busy cr lagu..n mix lagu..i think i prefer medley thn doing one whole song..lg senang nk reka step n spec xbosan..huuu

basically aku kn chereograph for mfest dances..as usual, aku wat zapin, joget, java, maybe dangdut (which is cm impossible sbb aku pnat nk gelek..n somehow aku xnk org cop macq ni kaki dangdut..haha~ )

n actually aku da bosan ngn traditional dance..huu..coz blk2 bende yg same..zapin, joget, bla bla bla….aku cm nk wat gamelan or inang or makyong tppp aku tkt spec bosan..harusla aku kn consider spec kn? klu yg jenis tau cultural xpe la..tp klu smua buta cultural, xke nnt dances tu jd bosan…huu..

aku nk wat lain sikit thn ni..something different, tp masalahnye aku xtau nk wat cmne..aku xtau dance ape yg sesuai utk event ni…it supposed to be malaysian cultural kn? so thats why aku nk wat gamelan, inang n all stuff, tp phm2 la kn lagu2 dance tu type slow..ala2 lullaby..aku pn ngantuk..hahaha..

remix? huu~ leh je wat remix, tp xkn smua remix kot..huu..warghhh..

n for mgm, aku wat malay dances..huu..aku da ade idea, tp si mr afir da curi lagu tu..warghhh *afir busuk ati..hahahaha~ so since bende ni night even, so kn make sure la bende ni kebabom..hahaha~ compared to mfest which is in open place, mgm kt theatre..so, aku bygkn cm kt ipba slalu la..ade asap n all..tu pn klu aku leh dptkn asap la..haha..susah sgt, aku suruh je budak2 ni bakar something, thn kipaskn..hahahahaha..jgn terbakar pentas udah..muahaha..oh ye..aku nk wat kuda kepang utk mgm..hahaha..klu afir amik gak idea, sah2 die busuk ati..hahahahahaha *joking ya

in conclusion, aku suddenly jd cm retard skit..xtau nk wat dance ape…waaa +S

p/s : nk wat dangdut ke x? emmm *penin2*

06.17.08

where is the water?…

Posted in psycho time, what happened?? at 7:38 am by michikoisizzati

hello there

another boring day for me i think..nothing to do..now is 7.20 am..just checked my blog stats and my page has been viewed for 118 times for today..okayy..this is weird..haha~

see? i told ya when the time comes, i will blogging in English..weird aiye? haha..i supposed to wash all my clothes and yes this morning suddenly i have the urge to clean my super messy room..huu..seriously it is super messy..gosh! what is happening to me? lalala~

so i decided to hand washed all my clothes, even the clean one..take note! hand washed..i know this is pretty stupid but yeah suddenly i have that ‘mood’..as usual, mandi manda..harusla kn?, while washing my clothes, then……………………. ( i need to calm down)

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AIR XDE!!!

waaaa…that was soooo $@#^!..god..can you imagine, you were washing all your clothes, and suddenly there was not even single drop of water..huuuu~ malang aku pg2 buta..i don’t even have the chances to wash my face and brush my teeth..huu~

sakit kpala…mandi air sejuk~..huuu..now i know the feeling mandi kt antartica..tobat aku xpg sane..harusla kpala aku biol..mandi air sejuk semata..kt malaysia air xsejuk cmni..demmit

nk tido..SAKIT KEPALA..hampeh…

06.15.08

bayview hotel

Posted in reflection time at 12:23 pm by michikoisizzati

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hoo

aku update blog tiap2 ari..harusla aku bosan tahap gaban kn?? thn aku br teringat aku xupdate lg gbr2 kt bayview hotel..so xyah ckp byk2 ni die gb2 nyeee =D

time meroyan ngn am.. +D3 princessess *konon la

again..meroyan ngn amme n am can whoring..again

so, korang leh tgk la kn aku n am mmg meroyan sikit kt hotel tu..haha..tp aku meroyan mase amik gbr je, tppppp am n lisa, ya allah meroyan dlm bilik..saiko, gile, retard smua ade..smp aku pn naik gile layan 2 ekor ni..nsb la aku neutral sikit..klu x, sah2 ktrog g bakar hotel tu..hahaha =D

danish hakki..yup thats his name..he is soo kind to us..tengkiuu lisa!! haha..gbr ni la yg menyebabkn lisa bengang ngn ktorg sbb laki ni pluk ktorg berdua, tp lisa xdpt..hihihihi +D

thn ktorg jalan2 kt city mlm2, duk ulu la katekn..so, da dpt chances duk city free, ape lg..ktorg jln2 laa..hahaha

aku suke gbr ni..sbb? aku rs sexy..hihi =D

aku suke smua gbr ni..sbb aku npk cantik skit laa..tu pn sikit je la..haha..xde la uduh sgt muke aku klu amik gbr…klu normal, ya allah..aku malu nk tgk gbr aku kt camera..buruk ya amat..

so thats why aku suke2 gbr2 ni..hahaha..npk la aku ni ayu n comel skit..hahahaha

okla..nk g chatswood ngn am n lisa..later asyi n zye join..tata~

i got triplet!!

Posted in just mumbling at 6:46 am by michikoisizzati

okayy..mimpi aku plik gile..

aku mimpi aku pregnant n tetiba terberanak..klu dpt sorang xpe gak, tp actually dpt 3 skaligus..amik ko..cmne aku nk jage nnt??

aku pn xtau cmne mimpi tu start, yg aku tau aku pregnant, thn da smp time aku deliver baby..haha..ms tu klaka nk mati..ade ke aku mls nk teran bg baby tu klua..siap ckp kt nurse lg yg aku pnat..hahaha..nasib la tu mimpi, klu real life rasenye da kn penampar sebijik ngn nurse tu..haha..thn aku dgr nurse tu ckp ‘da npk kepala!!’..thn terkeluar la 3 skaligus..haha..yg aku tau comel nk mati anak2 aku..( tu tandanye anak2 aku nnt mmg comey nk mati..haha +D )..smua pompuan..huuu..

n adegan normal la kn..nangis2 sbb dpt anak super comel..ilang sakit beranak aku..huuu..tp yg aku ingat xde la sakit pon..cm kn cubit semut je..hihi..da name pon mimpi kn?? so merepek la smuanye..pastu aku pn pack brg, trus blk umah..haha..tu dia..xde pantang ke ape..trus nk blk umah..

tp kn…sepanjang mimpi tu..aku x nampak laki aku..*aku assume harusla aku ade suami kn since aku da terberanak cmtu..huuu…mane laki aku ek?? hampeh tul..smp ati xde kt sisi aku ms aku bersalin..waaaaaaaaa…abg!! mane ko?? sape kawen ngn aku nnt aku warning awal, time aku bersalin, die mst ade tepi aku..haha..jgn mabok darah udah..kang aku bersalin, laki aku pengsan tgk darah..muahahaha

ok..tu je aku nk ckp..xde bende sgt..tata~

06.14.08

melbourne 2007 vs 2008

Posted in just mumbling, reflection time at 11:33 am by michikoisizzati

hahahaha..aku xtau nk letak tajuk ape so aku letak je tajuk merepek tu..lantak la..

skang ni aku mood tulis smua bende dlm bm..nnt dtg angin kus kus aku tulis in english, aku tulis la plak dlm english..smp skang aku mmg plik np aku gune ‘aku’ dlm blog..tp aku gune ’saye’ in real life…haha..dr dulu smp skang, aku mmg xtau..cm plik la gune ’saye’ dlm blog..haha..cm retard skt..

melbourne..klu ikutkn plan asal, aku pttnye pg melbourne early july ni, tp disebabkn kegatalan abang nk tunang, terpaksa la cancel..kn blk malaysia..hampeh tul..aku suke melbourne..cantik..shopping mmg best..haha..bankrupt pn leh..hihi..aku da pg melbourne last year, tp malangnye aku xrs holiday aku tu best..that’s the worst holiday i’ve ever had..huu..

aku g melbourne last year ngn zye n ngn you-know-who..aku pn plik npla aku bodo sgt stuju ngn melbourne ngn mamat tu..zye tag along je, sbb die xtau nk wat ape..last2 die kn main tennis utk nsw..oh yea..ktorg g melbourne sbb last year kn ncg..haha..aku pg pn sbb nk tgk die main rugby..huu..yela..sbelum ni xpernah tgk die main rugby..so, even ktorg da break, ktrog kamcing lg tau ms tu..kire kwn baik la..so, cm last time la hols ngn die..n aku pn decide nk tgk die main rugby..for the last time..ciss..syahdu la konon ms tu..xbley bla..

so, ncg was good..awesome..haha..aku xjumpe sesapa pn.in fact, aku xknl pn sapa2 from nsw mse tu..haha..gile kn? aku kenal bdk qld je..tu pn budak2 ipba..yg lain? hampeh aku xkenal..tegur2 cmtu..oh yea..aku kenal hanafi..dance partner aku..

so basically hols tu mmg bodo..5 hari pg..3 hari aku demam.sejuk sgt..bimbo..so lg 2 hari tu, ari pg n ari blk la..hahaha..hampeh kn hols aku???? aku x jln2 sgt..aku just duk bilik..in fact, aku xwat ape kt melbourne..aku nangis je memanjang kt sane..dlm hotel,dlm train,ngah jln pn nangis..xyah ty np..aku mls nk pk..bende dh lepas..yg ptg skang ni professional..ok? umur da besar..xyah gaduh2..

thats why aku nk p melbourne lg..huu..aku xde moment yg best kt melbourne lg..huuu..

p/s: mood swing yg melampau..br abes nangis horor..konon heartbroken..aku pn plik, ape yg brokenheart nye???

06.13.08

aku tunangan org

Posted in just mumbling at 10:39 am by michikoisizzati

i can’t sleep..woke up way to early..didn’t get enough sleep..mau tido.mau tido..

aku patut keje ari ni, tp haruslaa syaitoon menghasut aku yg gemok ni supaya xyah keje..lgpon pas adegan kn tggl mlm tu, aku cm allergic sikit ngn mamat tu..geli ade, cm nyampah pon ade..haha..cm kn letrik pon ade sikit..so in conclusion, aku serik skt nk jumpe n keje ngn mamat tu..tp nk berenti syg..huu..cm xmo..haha +D

so skang ni aku paksa diri aku tido..tp still xleh..thn mulala bdn aku wat kerja rutin die..penin2, muntah2..pastu aku ngidam nk mkn satay n kuah kacang..pastu steak, sushi mitzu thn ngidam nk mkn ruski..tu diaa…plik x ngidam aku..klh org pregnant..muahahaha +D

talking bout food, dh seminggu kot xmkn nasi..so aku pnin2 lalat sikit..plus aku rs xsihat sgt..huu..xde appetite pon..so, aku mkn nasi n cereal je..nk msk xde mood..nk klua xde mood..nk keje xde mood..abes cite,smua bende aku xde mood..

aku br pas bc blog am..haha..kawen..tajuk yg menarik..n ckp psl kawen, aku br je wat confession kt nik..aku xmo cr laki dah..aku tgg org pinang aku je..haha..abes cite..mudah, cepat, gemilang terbilang..stuju trus nikah (pemalas punye pompuan, nk cr laki pon mls)..so, sape2 yg miang nk kt aku..KLU ADE LA KN..g kumpul duit, pastu pinang aku..tp xde la aku nk kawen skang..lg 5 thn..haha..sanggup ke tgg bang? aku xpilih org, janji jg solat, tau bc al-quran, ade kerja..jalan..haha..tp harusla ko syg aku..

n ckp psl kawen2 ni, abg aku plak gatai nk tunang..huu..pastu paksa aku blk plk..xnyempat tul nk nikah sekor ni..sah2 la aku kn bli hantaran nnt..wargggh..aku mls gile nk blk, sbb die nk tunang je, bkn nk nikah pon..then die yg nk tunang, bkn aku..klu aku yg nk tunang, harusla aku lompat2 ngn gembiranye blk malaysia jumpe tunang tersayang..(tu diaa, berangan jumpe tunang..boyfren pn xde )..

pastu aku pn ngadu kt syal..aku mls blk, thn syal ckp mane tau aku jumpe bakal aku kt majlis abg..wah??? sapeka? apeka? bilaka? hahaha..trus aku hepi nk blk malaysia..mane tau..tunang skali ke..jimat duit aku nnt..haha..skali aku blk sydney, jari2 merah..wahh~~ aku tunangan org..

klu am nk wat putih ms kawen die, aku harusla nk wat merah..warna kegemaran aku..kekee..aku merah, laki putih or creme..sweeett +D ok am..aku bg ko mesin basuh electrolux..front loader..special punye..limited edition..nnt aku ukir name ko n si afro tu okayy..biar ko ingat smp la mesin bsh tu rosak..tp ku rase 4 thn rosak la bende tu..harusla..anak rmai kn?? overload mesin tu..keke +D

klu nk dishwasher leh gak..ko kn allergic byk bende..so, dgn dishwasher ni, tgn2 ko akn terpelihara sentiasa..xyah la ko sental periuk2 smua..ko campak je dlm dishwasher tu..abes cite..aku pn nk bli satu..haha..jimat tenaga aku..

ok.aku hepi da..nk tido..mimpi tunang tersayang.. +D

10 reasons why you should dump your boyfriend

Posted in just mumbling, psycho time at 7:16 am by michikoisizzati

hey yo..woke up at 5.30am and suddenly i come up with this idea..hahaa..

note: it’s just my opinion though..haha..you can read, but don’t criticize me aiye?

10 reasons why you should dump your boyfriend:

1. when your BF keep on complaining about your appearance
come on..i know the fact that guys love pretty woman but excuse me, is your guy freakingly handsome?? if his face is full of acne, scars and all bacterias that can be found in this world, yet he keep on complaining about your appearance..its time to warn him..but if he still complain bout you, girls just kick his ass..

2. when you BF keep on comparing you to other woman
darn..enough with complaining bout your appearance, now he compare you with other woman?? what a jerk..if he compares you with his mother or sisters, well may it is accepted BUT if he keep on comparing you with other woman, say your friends can’t you smell something fishy? just tell that bastard that you are his girlfriend,not your friend..

3. when your BF keep on borrowing your money
okay girls..enough is enough..maybe certain girls don’t mind about those two points above, but hey if your BF keep on borrowing your money and PLUS he never intended to return your money back, obviously that sucker is such a jerk..period

4. when your BF is freaking jealously and overprotected
people say jealously is the sign that he loves you, but if he gets jealously you talk to your guy friends, or if he is angry when someone smile at you, its not sweet anymore aite? people need space..isk

5. when you BF treats you like his maid
he wants you to cook for him..he wants you to wash his clothes..he wants you to do his assignments..he wants you to clean his room..sounds too much?

6. when you BF cheats on you with other woman
guys, girls don’t accept cheating..sorry..girsl, just slap that sucker.. +D

7. when you BF is a gay
shit..i don’t think you need further note

8. when your BF wants to have sex with you
hey, maybe certain people don’t mind about this, but since we are muslim, pls girls, respect yourself..repeat after me: we want relationship, not sex..if your BF wants to have sex with you, just ask him to keep his balls away..n go find other person who respect you more

9. when your BF dump you for other girls ( or guys ) and later he wants you back
again..i don’t need to explain further..if he dumped you once, dun you think he can just dump you whenever he wants? asshole

10. when your BF is all above
period.

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