09.21.08

a letter to my dad..

Posted in reflection time at 4:47 am by michikoisizzati

assalamualaikum abah

hari ni genap abah umur 55 tahun..ija nk ucapkan selamat hari lahir kt abah..moga2 abah sihat selalu..dan hari ni genap 2 tahun ija xdapat nk sambut birthday abah, ija just wish through telephone je..

55 tahun. tu bukan satu angka yg sikit. sedar xsedar, abah da berumur, tp abah selalu je nampak sihat. alhamdulillah. sekarang ni abah patut duduk rumah je, tp abah still gak nk kerja..ija ingat lg dulu family kt susah, sbb abah sorang je yg kerja..tp abah xpernah mengeluh, abah ttp gak kerja..dulu ms kite xde kereta, kite naik bus je blk kg..n dulu org selalu perli family kt sbb xde kereta, sbb slalu xcukup duit..tp abah mmg xpernah mengeluh..sbb abah percaya rezeki tu Allah yg bg..

ija ingat lg ms kite mmg xde duit nk mkn, n ms tu ija lapar sgt..ms tu dah pkol 12 mlm, kedai smua da tutup..abah masakkn nasi utk ija, tp xde lauk..ija ingat lg ija xnk mkn ms tu, sbb xde lauk..tp bla abah ckp ‘byk lg org kt luar sane yg xde nasi nk mkn, ni kn rezeki Allah bg’..ija trus mkn nasi tu..n since then, ija xpernah mengeluh klu kt xckp duit, sbb ija percaya rezeki Allah yg turunkn..

abah ingat x dulu dulu mase kecik, ija tiap2 ari cium pipi abah..and ija sgt manja ngn abah..dulu mak garang, n abah slalu manjakan ija…abah xpernah pon tinggikn suara kt ija, let alone pukul ija..sbb tu ija syg sgt kt abah..

tp tu smua 10 thn lepas..skang ni smua da berubah..kite boleh bli ape yg kite nak..tp ija xpernah lupe asal usul kt, susah payah kt dlu..ija mmg akn ingat smp bla2..

ija just wish one thing, lepas ni biar ija tanggung our family ek? abah xyah la kerja lg, mak n abah duduk je rumah ok? skang ni time ija nk tanggung mak abah plak..ija janji ija akan hantar mak abah pg Mekkah..ija xsanggup tgk abah kerja berat lg..nnt ija dah kerja, biar ija je byr smua bende, ok? abah pernah ckp, abh risau klu xde lelaki nk kt ija, seriously ija xkesah..biarlah ija xkahwin, janji ija dpt jaga mak abah..tu janji ija..

ija rindu sgt kt abah skang..how i wish u were here now.. *crying*

09.17.08

Protected: hey.hello

Posted in psycho time at 4:48 am by michikoisizzati

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09.16.08

perhaps love

Posted in just mumbling, psycho time at 3:41 am by michikoisizzati

oh oh oh

spring is the season for love? am i right? haha..don’t really know but yeah a lot of people are indeed in love now..congrats dear friends..when my friends told me they are in love, deep inside my heart i am so happy for them and i really wish their love will last forever..

someone asked me today ‘what about you?’..haha..people asked me this question almost everyday i think..adoi~..and almost everytime i don’t know the answer..seriously i don’t know..

3 sentaps – am,asyi n nik..sometimes they asked me about it..haha..and everytime i will just laugh and make silly jokes about it..hoho..okla~ somehow or rather they find it interesting to match me up with any guys that they think are suitable for me..funny la korang ni~ haha..i know deep inside their heart, they want me to be happy..have chenta era..dating n stuff..hoho..thanks guys, really appreciate..

they said i am choosy..haha..i AM NOT..seriously i am not choosy..and i don’t have the right to be choosy..huu~ mcm la cantik kn?..

sometimes rs susahnye jd pompuan..people can misinterpret your sign..when you are being friendly, he thought you like him..but when you show your cold side, he said you are arrogant..demmit..

the worst part is, when YOU are actually the one who misinterpret their sign..when they are just being friendly, somehow or rather you thought he likes you, the truth is NO..n what did i do? after i know the truth, i act like nothing happened..and guess what..i am good at it..

solution? emm..right now, i think i push love more farther i thought i would..and somehow or rather i am afraid i will never be able to reach it later..

song for the day ~ with you by chris brown

09.14.08

when the sun shines too bright.

Posted in just mumbling at 10:28 pm by michikoisizzati

hoooooooooooolaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

what will you do when the sun shines too bright? wear shades..*clap clap* good answer..haha..

close ur eyes for 5 seconds..take deep breathe..

err..tu je..hoho..

mode nk wat assignment.test.n so on.hoooo..

tata~

p/s: best x entry kali ni???? yeay =D

song for the day ~ better in time by leona lewis

09.13.08

bored.lets tag people.haha

Posted in tagging at 7:30 pm by michikoisizzati

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 7.08pm
Name : Nurizzati Taib
Sisters : none
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 6/7
Height : 159cm
Where do you live : now in aussie, bandaraya tercinta..haha

Have you ever Been on a plane : yes.love it.sometimes hate it
Swam in the ocean : when i was small.yes.now?pool..nahh
Fallen asleep at school : can’t remember.rarely la.haha
Broken someone’s heart : emm..it’s vice versa
Fell off your chair : normal routine. +P

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : dun think so
Saved e-mails : whadda? off couse la yes
What is your room like : omg.come n see it yourself.damn bersepah.
What’s right beside you : medicine.
What is the last thing you ate : 1 slice of mooncake since sahur.huuu

Ever had Chicken pox : yes i was 19!!..damn.
Sore throat : i have tonsillitis..so kinda always
Stitches : nope
Broken nose : nope
Do you Believe in love at first sight : NO
Like picnics : yes.borak2.makan2.amik gambar.heavan.haha
Who was were the last personYou danced with : alone? haha
Last made you smile : ophil.shirlyn.victor.afir.christ.

You last yelled at : haven’t yelled at someone quite someone
Today did you Talk to someone you like : don’t like anyone.haha
Kissed anyone : nope.fasting month demmit.haha
Get sick : uh oh.yes.since last week.
Talk to an ex : nope.just text msg him asking to open the door.hoho
Miss someone : my family.

Who do you really hate: alhamdullilah no one.hehe
Do you like your hand-writing : grateful for that.not too bad
Are your toe nails painted : nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : xkesah.janji tido.hepi.haha

What color shirt are you wearing now : orange.MSA shirt.getting ready for makan2..haha
Are you a friendly person : kinda.
Do you have any pets : kucing.hamster.
Do you sleep with the TV on : no.pembaziran electric lisa! haha
What are you doing right now : makan ubat.may g makan.
Can you handle the truth : emm..maybe?

Are you closer to your mother or father : manja side-father..shopping side-mother.haha
Do you eat healthy : i know i am not..haha
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : dun even bother to delete them.huuu
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : alone.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : err..quiet? haha
Are you confident : building it up

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) very shy person
2) crying sbb mak marah.mak bekas askar.mak garang.dulu2 la.skang sporting.haha
3) hug n kiss my dad everyday before he went to work
4) panjat pokok manggis n rambutan.kn sengat lebah.sakit oo
5) mandi2 kt port dickson.haha

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) buy mazda cx7 or nissa murano
2) bussiness
3) wasiat.simpan half.
4) bli asset.
5) buy things that my family wants.travel around the world.hv good time.

5 of my bad habits
1) can’t say NO
2) paranoid kot.hoho
3) kinda ego
4) dun like study.haha
5) kinda egocentric

5 places I am living in
1) 128 MUV
2) taman mutiara, raub pahang
3) felda sungai kelamah, negeri sembilan
4) taman orkid, gemenchech negeri sembilan
5) my own world.

5 people I tag
1) saiful
2) hanafi
3) alia
4) asyi?? haha
5) anyone who wants to do it.hoho

zowa.aa~

Posted in just mumbling, what happened?? at 7:27 am by michikoisizzati

adoi~

that’s my first word for tonight..

berbuka puasa at Zowa..hoho..with dirah.nik arif.mohaz.n 2 more people which i can’t remember their names.sorry~ huu..good restaurant.ala2 nasi pataya but with various choices.me.dirah.n nik arif originally ordered seafood but then the waiter mistakenly ordered salmon for us..tu yg adoi tu~..haha.not a fan of salmon.taste weird.n somehow or rather i can still remember when last year’s ADND, i had to eat one bloody big who piece of salmon.pastu? tobat xnk mkn salmon..hoho

oh yeah..wondering why berbuka with them? *i mean usually with my 3 saiko’s frens la kn..actually today i’m on duty for Graduan..but the truth is not really on duty, more to borak-borak’ing ang gossiping..haha

me n dirah korek rahsia bout nik arif in love..haha..with his love, tania..hoho..bocor rahsia.hey yo..oh yeah, our boss in currently in love n you can see it.obviously.coz he keep on smiling.n he’s wearing red sweater which everytime he blushing, it makes it even obvious..hohoho

so basically we were doing nothing..adoi la~ i seriously thought i have to do serious work but haha..NO..

tetiba rs cm nk g interview..haha..even meaningless klu g interview,bukan dpt pon.lgpon im a future teacher..hoho.ade bond..mcm best je interview..hoho

people that i met today – jenny,dirah,nik arif,alan,anwar,edison,junda, n lots more..not easy to actually see them wearing formal suits, but yeah you got it today..hehe

penin~mabok salmon.yekk

sahur? oh yes.as usual with 3+1 friends of mine.sape lg klu bukan nik.asyi.am.azuan…hahaha..sambal terung,ayam goreng,teh tarik..uuu..heaven..teh tarik is a must for me everytime sahur..hehe

nothing special happened..hahaha..just usual n ordinary day..

song for the day – love sick by F.T island

09.12.08

sahur di Auburn

Posted in just mumbling, what happened?? at 3:27 am by michikoisizzati

huuu…

kami mmg gile.dan seharusnye gile.right after class, actually i didn’t attend my Monday tutorial with Signe, so kinda have to replace it with today’s tutorial..after that i went to clinic.bla bla bla.abes aud20, then i went to Macq centre..i know i shouldnt go there coz i have the tendacy to use my money over unneccesary things.hehe.went there and meet sape lg am.asyi.nik.n acad.

suddenly.seriously suddenly terklua la idea nk sahur kt Auburn.i was the one who come out with the idea.haha.then suddenly everyone jg panic attacked sbb xsabar nk g sahur kt Auburn.tppp msg xde kereta, so harusla mangsa keadaan is Azuan.haha

we went there at 11pm, tp acad xikut.acad merajuk.hahaha.jg gile sbb mkanan byk sgt.hoho..tgk je gambar2 ek..hahaha

a total natural-no-make-up..haha

a total natural-no-make-up..haha

 

one of the menu..nik n azuan's

one of the menu..nik n azuan

 

me n am's menu..kami kongsi..sharing is caring gitu +D

me n am

oh yeah..me n am kongsi menu..coz we believe that sharing is caring..hahaha..hoho..

 

abes mkn, time jd retard sbb prot da pnuh ngn daging..haha

 

 

tu je..hoho..at this moment i am so full. and i am sleepy tp sakit kpala sbb mkn kambing..hoho..

 

nitey~ esok kelas pg..mati~

09.11.08

lapar +D

Posted in just mumbling at 7:15 am by michikoisizzati

hey hoo ~

now is 7am and i feel hungry..huu…crazy~

again i muntah muntah this morning.no i am not pregnant.haha.i cough too much till i vomited.tired.i should go to clinic today.

3rd entry for the day..yes people this is what will happen when i can’t sleep and my mental state is not in stable err state..haha..so i tend to merapu all night..guling there n here.jumping up n down.walking in n out.still i cant sleep.rather than doing my assignment which i find it ‘not in a good time to start any academic writing’, i end up settling matter regarding Cohort 3 returning thingy..huuu..people keep on sending me letter though i’ve already ask them to hand in last week..haha..

am i ready to go back for good?

no i am not coz i think i love this place and i love my new friends.n i think i still have lots to contribute n all.

yes i am coz somehow or rather i think i need to get out of this place soon before i become crazy.and i want to be with my family.

uh oh..talking bout family.my brother has agreed to lend me his car for next year and i just have to take care of it.means no need to pay his monthly payment.yeay.i love mr.indra.tengkiu.tengkiu.i can go to MidValley anytime i want..hohohoho

talking bout mr.indra..someone thought mr.indra is my new boyfriend.hahaha.i can’t stop laughing out loud.hoho.

note: he is not my boyfriend.he is MY BROTHER.real one.no angkat angkat.same father.same mother.haha.we are close bcoz we are siblings.and we call each other love coz we are sibling n yes i love him AS A BROTHER..

p/s: along, you should stop calling me sayang.or else i’ll never get a boyfriend.damn~

when the rain fall

Posted in just mumbling, what happened?? at 3:37 am by michikoisizzati

salam~

uh oh…berbuka with am.nik.asyi..these 3 are you-know-they-are-crazy-but-you-still-love-them friends..

when we are together, god knows what will happen..haha..somehow or rather this time, i was the topic of discussion.dun ask me and i don’t know why..haha..perhaps, they love me too much..hoho..gile self vain~

all the hectic and crazy discussion happened when sayangku siti amnah announced she’s planning on getting married next year with her lovely Dauz..hooo~ and she asked from each of us a grand present just for her..so i said i’ll give her honeymoon tickets to Bali..*sorry am, thats the cheapest..hahaha..nik will give her Electrolux washing machines *we had funny jokes on this..check my previous entry and asyi will give her make up set from Estee Lauder..not only that, this lil girl also want each of us give her one ‘hantaran’ each..hoho..demand sungguh..

so we kinda make an agreement if one of us getting married, the others have to give one ‘hantaran’ and give one grand prize..konon la besties kn??? hahaha..and topic started when jeng jeng suddenly si siti amnah said ‘ezat, aku xsabar nk tau sape boyfren kau’..haha..tersedak den time tu..hoho

noted that among all, yes i am the single one..hahaha..single means single la, not plural..don’t hv significant other, special one n all..a total single..haha..so sometimes they will predict who will be my boyfriend and all their prediction never seem to be right..harusla kn sbb korang mmg merepek dr mula..haha +D

so this time, they were predicting my next boyfriend will be from kelantan..*tinggal sabah n sarawak je dorg xpredict lg..haha..so since asyi n nik are from that state, they were planning on the merisik thingy, where are they gonna stay n stuff..all the ‘cakap cakap’ and all the berbalas pantun..haha *sape nk merisik saye kn tau berpantun sbb n9 people suke sgt berpantun..hahaha*

and all of sudden nik n asyi were planning on hantaran n stuff..me? blur dr mula smp abes..dun wanna disturb them coz they were too excited bout this..just let them be..haha..

basically tonight we were talking on marriage matter..haha..as if im gonna get married next year.lol..friends, i don’t even have boyfriend, let alone someone who wants to marry me..hahaa..maybe you guys can wish someone will like me soon, ok? +D

will there ever be? emmm

my name is izzati..call me ‘by’..

Posted in just mumbling, psycho time, what happened?? at 2:02 am by michikoisizzati

hey ho…

hahaha…sumpah aku gelak guling2 bla aku taip title entry tu..gosh..

asyi xabes2 ckp aku plik..reason? aku gune AKU in blog tp gune SAYA in real life..err..plik ke? xkn? xkn? hoho

again! i didnt update my blog for few weeks..hoho..was busy with MGM n MFest..n alhamdulillah..everything went awesome..i love it and i’m gonna miss it..in my previous entry, i told ya i was having hectic moment coz i was managing 2 events at the same time..so when everything done, i fell so relief..don’t hv to skip classes again..FOCUS!..haha

*tukar bahasa* +D

abes je MGM n MFest, seperti yg telah aku jangka n kwn2 saiko ku jangka, aku demam..hoho..bukan sehari, or 2 hari…seminggu ok..huuu…tonsil.batuk.selsema.demam..smua skali klua..ni kire bls dendam time laa..from last week aku da rase cm sakit2 bdn..tp rilek lg..batuk pon da start da, tp aku wat bodo je..pose la kate kn..

tp apekan daya..last sabtu smp la skang, batuk xabes2 lg..smp muntah2 ok..hancur plan puasa..hoho..xmo g hospital sbb mls wat appointment, then mcm da tau doc nk ckp ape..haha..so dr membazir duit baik la duk umah diam2..xpon tetiba doctor tu gile bg aku inhaler..haha..tobat aku nk jumpe doctor tu lg..*aku batuk ok, bukan asthma..hoho..ari isnin x g kelas langsung sbb muntah non stop..bdn lembik smp nk breathe pon susah…thanks to my saiko frens sbb masakkn for me..huu..sbb dorg risau tetiba pengsan la plak sorang2 dlm blik..haha..*thanks!!

good news is i lost 2kg in less than a week..haha..harusla sbb da mkn roti sekeping je tiap2 ari..mkn nasi xmo..mkn bende lain pon xmo..hoho..tp cm ade can je naik blk sbb skang ni lapar gile so asyi nk mkn je..tetiba ngidam kfc..huu +P

report for MGM n MFest..here’s pic for MGM

love my expression.love my pose

love my expression.love my pose

MGM committee 2008

MGM committee 2008

n pic for Mfest..

lompat tinggi tinggi

lompat tinggi tinggi

me n Sabrina

me n Sabrina

dangdut..ewah ewah

dangdut..ewah ewah

kuda kepang team

kuda kepang team

asyi.am.me

asyi.am.me

hohoho..only a few to show..watch out my facebook for more..

people, can u plz make a comparison for me? last year Mfest n this year Mfest? look at these 2 pic, then COMPARE!!

last year Mfest..

last year Mfest..

this year Mfest

this year Mfest

after seeing this picture, lihatkn bentuk bdnku for both year n kindly HONESTLY reply..haha +D

btw, i love this year costume..very nice..xsia2 aku tempah kt malaysia..haha..n xsia2 aku cantum blk smua rantai2 tu kt Tourism..hahaha..semangat

song for the day ~ Acha sepriasa – sampai menutup mata