10.30.08
kenapa saya sayang n benci kawan saya
hello..
it’s 5.45am now. have assignmentsssssssss.
i have the mood to tell you bout my friends. tadaa~ presenting my friends
siti amnah a.k.a am
kenapa saya sayang kt die
- die slalu wat lawak yg leh wat saya gelak mcm nk mati.
- die adelah partner crime ms tuang lectures
- die sayang sye smp mati..hahahahahaha
- klu sye nangis dlm blik, die akan pura2 wat xtau walaupon sye tau die tau n die tau sye tau die tau sye nangis
tp kenapa saya xsuke die
- bila die gaduh ngn mr.afro smp nangis, saya akan jadi cuak cuak ayam sbb sye xtau nk wat ape
- sbb die cantik smp klu kami klua, org boleh ingat sye ni org gaji indon die. *&$%
- die selalu wat sye rase die nk rogol sye tgh2 mlm especially time die rs horny. hahaha
- sbb baju die cantik2 n die ckp baju sye xcantik n die ckp die nk bakar baju sye. waaaaaaa
basyirah a.k.a asyi
kenapa saya sayang die
- die boleh tahu sye tgh saiko or sad or sedih or syahdu
- sye boleh bgtau kt die sye minat kt sape, sye benci kt sape, sye marah kt sape, n sye tau die xkn bgtau org smp die mati. kn?kn?kn?kn?
- die masak sedap. smp menyumbang kpd pertambahan lemak dipinggang sye.
- die juge partner in crime ms tuang lectures.same mcm am.
kenapa saya xsuke die
- apabile die msk, die suke letak ajinomoto n msk super pedas smp sye boleh msk tandas berkali kali.
- klu nk ty die soalan, kn pastikan soalan itu jelas n mudah difahami kerana hobi die: lain org ty,lain die jwb.in simple word.bimbo. hehehehehehehehehe
- kulit die cantik n putih.xmemerlukan bedak dan pencuci muka smp sye rasekn kulit sye adelah kulit 2nd hand.
- kerana die adelah sgt kuat bekerja smp saya merasakan diri ni useless sbb jobless..
zairila a.k.a zye
kenapa saya sayang die
- kerana die adelah kawan sye slama 15tahun.walaupon kami xgeng ms sekolah, tp sye ttp sye die.
- sbb klu sye xde beras, sye leh amik je beras die.free of charge.hahahaha
- die slalu wat kek coklat. n die tau sye suke kek coklat.n sye mkn kek coklat die dgn banyaknyeeee
- kalau sye ajak die klua, die jarang tolak sbb kami mmg gile suke klua merewang xtentu psl.
kenapa saya xsuke die
- kerana bdn die slim smp sye rs sye ni anak hippo. perrgh depress aku
- sbb die creative.die conteng bulat2 pn cantik.tp bla sye conteng bulat2 npk mcm *&&%
- bj die cantik tp sye xleh pinjam.bkn die xbg, tp sbb xmuat. cett
- sbb die mkn sikit. klu sye mkn ngn die, sye rs sye ni pelahap tahap gajah. huuuuuu
Nik Ahmad Farhan a.k.a nik
kenapa saya sayang dia
- sbb die suke tarian melayu n sye boleh borak2 psl tarian ngn die
- kdg2 bla die wat lawak, sye boleh gelak smp jatuh kerusi
- sye boleh pinjam rumah die nk wat practice menari. n die xkesah klu sye hijack bilik die.
- nasi kerabu die sedap.smp menjilat jari.
kenapa saya xsuke die
- die ade hobi: die suke gossipkn sye ngn mane2 lelaki yg die rase sesuai utk sye. smp sye rasekn die ni tukang cr jodoh sye. n die slalu xsbr nk tgk sape boyfriend sye.
- die xsuke lari kejar bus. die rela tgg bus seterusnye drp lari lari anak. walaupon jarak die n bus tu xsmp 50 meter.
- klu die buzz sye kt YM, sye tau sbb ape. die lapar. tp die demand xnak sayur smp sye rase nk sumbat sayur tu kt mulut die. hahahahaha
- mase hari birthday sye, die xnk klua g jalan2 instead kami lepak kt domestic the whole day. blaaaaaa
hanafi damanhuri a.k.a hanafi
kenapa saya sayang dia
- ms sye saiko, die bg nasihat walaupon kdg2 sye rase sye sedang bercakap ngn org tua.hahaha
- walaupon die suke laser am n asyi, die jrg laser sye. hahahaha.
- walaupon ktorg br kenal, tp kami senang nk geng ngn die. sbb die ni mcm abang kami.
- sbb nnt nk celebrate birthday kt rumah die.walaupon sye yg kn msk nnt. cehh
kenapa saya xsuke die
- sbb die tinggi n besar n klu sye berdiri sebelah die, npk sgt sye ni katik, rendah, ketot n sebagainye
- walaupon die jrg laser sye, tp klu terkene perrghh..syahdu rs dihati
- umur br 24 tp wat PHD smp sye rasenyekn sye ni bodoh la teramat.
- sbb die ade ms nk main golf. tp sye xleh nk join die. sbb sye busy.eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hahaha..klu korang bc mst tension kn? kn? kn?
whatever pon, i lap u all.
damn. i only hv 1 hour to finish my presentation. so sleepy.
10.29.08
i wish everyday is my birthday
hello
not sure what happened to me. but i do think my hormones are not doing their job right. at least today. rilek, i am not moody or what but i do feel sad.sayu.syahdu. dun ask me why, i dunno why.
so absentminded today. i can’t do my job properly. i can’t even write my report. owh dear hormones, plz do ur job right. i do have 3 more assignments to go. pretty plz.
so i went to swimming with zye n am. tertelan air klorin. not nice.xsdap. dun try this at home or you’ll vomited. god knows what’s in the water..euuwwwwww
i ate a lot today. like double. seriously.
suddenly i cried. uuuu.lame~ but yeah i just cried. coz suddenly i feel so empty. if u read my previous blog, u’ll know that i am not a person who says what’s in my mind. i prefer to keep all things by myself. anger, sadness, dissapointment, everything la. i dun tell things to my friends even close one. ask asyi n am. I RARELY tell them my problems. so there will be a point where i cannot keep it anymore. and when it happened, i’ll go *poof* meletup. either i’ll go cranky or i’ll cry. n this time, i cried.can somebody gimme hug?
but now i feel better, way better. and i can smile now. yiipeeee…dun worry. i’m all fine now. oh my. how i wish everyday is my birthday, coz birthday is when i’ll go super happy. so if everyday is my birthday, then i’ll be super happy everyday. yeay. sounds so good. ;p
tp kn, do i hv problems? emm..lemme think. NO. as i said, my girly hormones are not doing their job. oi!
those who are reading. dun worry. this is not a normal izzati. normal izzati is a happy go lucky, always smile and err happy girl. sounds so msk bakul angkat sendri. hehe.
off to sleep.pnat aku nangis mlm ni.
nitey~
song for the day – chris daughtry ‘home’
10.28.08
look.its raining.
hello.
dunno what to say.my mind is soooo serabut!.jiwa kacau. =S
i made mistake. i shouldnt say to everyone that most probably our flight is around 15th december. now look. half of them really thought that our flight is on 15th, and they’ve planned their holiday ahead, without realising that we might need to go back earlier than that..shit.shit.shit.shitutaaaaaaa…i am sooo doomed.
right now kn discuss ngn Pamela the best date for everyone to go back. i hv to take full responsibiliy on this.
i just want to go back early. don’t know why but yeah apart from my bro’s engagement which he demands me to teman to buy all the things, i dont have any concreate reason why i should stay back after exam. but i guess its too late to apply blk awal aite?
i am not a good leader.period.
song for the day – kekasih yang tak dianggap by kertas
10.27.08
what i did on my birthday~ l
hello
finally i am 22 years old..alhamdullilah..
n for this year, i celebrated my birthday at stamford hotel, and domestic airport..and guess what? i DID NOTHING..haha..as expected, since i had to perform to stamford this weekend..seriously sedih..huuuuuuuu
at first i wanted to go to Mfest agm but since i am not in the committee anymore, somehow i feel malu nk pg, coz nnt org ckp ‘pompuan ni xde keje ke asyik dtg meeting?? hahaha…but thn i regret it..i should go..seriously..owh ya, i went to MASCA agm..haha, tho i am not in the committee but yeah drpd duduk kt hotel mcm org gile,baik la pg agm aite? at least ade gak org nk borak2..terbuang gak mase..haha~
btw, to those who are reading: reason why i went to masca agm – i didnt hv anything else to do. n at first i planned to go to usyd for futsal.tp from stamford kn tukar bus kt unsw, tu yg singgah masca agm dulu..but after anwar told me i have to change bus from central thn take another bus to usyd, trus musnah harapan nk pg, coz why? i am so buta direction..pg paddy’s pn leh sesat, ape ntah usyd yg sekali sethn pg..konfirm sesat..hahahaahahah..another reason is – nk support all my frens yg run for position..congrats to sabrina, shirlynn, anwar, nik arif, mo, n everyone which i forgot their names..haha~
let’s recap what i did today..yeay
owh..lets start with malam smlm?
thnx for all the calls, song n wishes..those who personally call me, seriously thanx..i really appreciate that..seriously..terharu~~ oo..how i wish everyday is my birthday..haha ;p
few funny wishes that i want to share:
am- ezat! happy birthday.maaf zahir batin! (wth????..haha..)
mr.indra a.k.a my brother – ija.happy birthday! guess what.i have present for u! along nk g merisik esok!!
(p/s: saiko, that’s so not my birthday present! that’s UR birthday present! darn u..hahahahahaha..plus u call me a hour n half late!!!!!!!!!!)
last night we watched ‘cinta’..darn aiman..it was his idea but i guess the movie was good..i still remember the dialogue ‘bukan senang nk cari org yg syg kite.yg boleh terima baik buruk kite’..n another one is ‘kdg2 org yg kite syg la yg plg susah nk disayangi’.. sounds true? ;p
this is my breakfast
this is supposed to be my breakfast but somehow i forgot to take the picture..owh..we had mushroom, baked potatoes ( i forgot its real name..haha), baked beans, n so on..kinda oriental breakfast? think so..hahahaha
at 1pm, we decided to hang out at domestic airport.AGAIN.after i fail to pujuk nik n aiman to jalan2 kt city.hate u.hate u.hate u.hate u~~~~~..so as i said, i ended up at domestic airport.spotting what-ever-planes..
presenting..tadaa~ my lunch..large coke with fries..i bought this first thing when i arrived at airport coz i know its gonna be such a longggggggggggggggg day..n seriously it was such a bloody long day.
so what me, aiman, n nik did was borak-boraking, thn borak’ing’, boooooorak’ing..dozzed off few times (obviously it was me!)..bosan punye psl, i tool pictures, none of us bwk kamera so kamera hp pon jadi laa..haha
note that plane: plane ni smp, org turun.kluakan luggage,msk luggage utk next flight, departed, trun blk, klua luggage, msk new luggage, departed back..n WE WERE STILL THERE..haha..now u know how long we were there..hoho~
presenting..tadaa~ 2 saiko people who ‘made’ my day..anyway, thnx fo u guys. though we were borak’ing the whole day, still u guys teman me aite? tengkiuuuuu ;p
presenting..tadaaa..me on my birthday! white~ ngeeee ;p
so around 5pm, kami lapar thn we decided to buy krispy kreme.a dozen!
aiman loves original glazed..hahahaha…nik loves the pink flavor..omg nik! seriously terkejut..hahaha..me? coklat glazed only..hehe ;p n owh..caramel adelah tidak sedap..hehe =)
6.30pm, we head back to hotel.cari rezeki..after 5 hours doing nothing..hehe =P
what we had for our dinner? hahahaha..plz envy us..blueeek ;p
nyum.nyum.yummy!!!!
not forgetting the desserts
haha..ni adelah muke2 yg kekenyangan.yg teramat? ;p
thats’ it..that’s my birthday report….sedey~
song for the day – what bout now by chris daughtry
10.22.08
nurizzati taib secrets are revealed *part 1
helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
super panjang.that means i’m in a good mood.god thanks.i hate it when i’m not in a good mood bcoz i believe that people should be happy.happy!!!!
ok.as usual.i can’t sleep.and i have the mood to talk but since am is sleeping after gayut’ing with mr.afro, i am all err alone? haha..so i decided to talk crap here.those who think i blog too much, believe me, i am NOT.haha..nk bace silakan, klu xmo sape suruh click kt my page? bluekkk =P
so i decided to reveal my secrets.not the top one.this is the sipi sipi one..haha.i still keep the top one till i die..wahahahahaha..for this part, i’ll reveal few things that i think i would like to share with my friends..happy reading!
1) my true ambition was – soldier or police
- this was my top ambition. i truly want to become a policewoman. best woo. and oh, btw, i was born in a military family. my late grandfather was a Sergeant, my late uncle was a NAVY, and my other uncle was a soldier. my mum was an officer in askar wataniah. can u see why i want to be a soldier? haha..i do think military people are cool..haha..i love seeing guys and girls in uniform.kacak.hensem.bergaya.lala~
2) the reason why i hate ulat bulu
- i know my close friends are already aware that i am SO afraid of ulat bulu. but not many people know the reason. well, when i was in primary school, i lived in rumah papan and i still remember there were a lot of pokok manggis n rambutan. note: tuan rumah suke tanam pokok buah2an coz next to my house was empty lawn. so there was one time where there were too many ulat bulu. ntah mane dtg pon xtau. alkisah la satu malam, while i was sleeping, something fell to my face, i really thought that was my bro, bcoz he loved to hempuk me with bantal. so i kinda ignore it. but then i feel that ‘thing’ was moving, lembik2 and err berbulu..when i open my eyes and tepis that thing, OMG, it was ulat bulu and guess what, it was super big, nearly as big as my palm *moyang ulat bulu rasenye. and thanks to that ulat bulu, my face was swollen for like a week..tengkiu ulat bulu.REALLY tengkiu for make me who i am today.tengkiu.tengkiuuuuuuuuuuuu
3) i was born 2 months early
- in simple words, i am supposed to be born in 1987, but xmenyempat nk klua, tadaaaaaa i was born in 1986..haha..meaning? yes i am xcukup bulan baby girl. tp sihat n gemok..haha..sometimes i wonder is it fate that i was born in 1986? i always asked myself, what will happen if i was born in 1987? would i be the same person? would i meet the same person as well? things will turn interesting if i was born in 1987? NO..haha..i love being in 1986, bcoz emm..nothing..haha
4) i have family angkat
- not officially keluarga angkat, but i call them ‘ibu’ and ‘daddy’. so i have ‘mak’, ‘abah’, ‘ibu’ and ‘daddy’. oh my.oh my. i am so blessed.hehe..what? no, my parents never give me to other family.damn u.haha. it happened that i was too cute and adorable so people love me soo much..joking! haha..it happened that ibu and daddy don’t have any children, and since we lived near them, they started to feel attached to me. and i started to call them ibu and daddy. but yeah when i was small, i was so close to them. they bought me everything; just name it, they bought it for me..we do have picture together. family pictures. me, ibu n daddy.hahahahaha..plz envy me..i still love them.muaxxxx
5) i have boyish body figure
- anugerah Allah. amin. but hey, what i meant by boyish figure is i don’t really have curvy figure just like the model. i do have wide shoulder, so everytime i wear sleeveless, people can really see my wide shoulder..bukan la mcm jantan bengong, haha but its more a body figure of woman who go to gym everyday..haha.and i dont go to gym, i jog. i do hv a bit mucle kt lengan. used to be pretty big but in sydney, i rarely dumbelling so da lembik..haha..but i love my shoulder, it makes me look tegap.not lembik. and my wide shoulder comes together with strong arms..hahaha..sumpah btol. i do hv strong arms compared to other girls. so in my house, i am officially the pembukak botol or angkat brg2 brat. why i have one? i used to dunbelling with my father, and i used to play lempar cakera n lontar peluru..so for those yg first time see me wearing sleeveless, they were like ‘fuyoo ezat, ko athlete mane?’ haha..sumpah klaka..oh yeah, i do hv big palm, bigger than it supposed to be..good for silat..haha..senang nk lempang org..other part of my body? normal as usual, just like other girls.amin..hahahahaha ;p
6) michiko is my name, i didnt create it.darn
- if you go to my kampung, most of my relatives, especially the nenek n atuk sedara will call me michiko, not izzati..i am serious. i didnt create that name, it was given by err i don’t really know who, okes? i know people love creating japanese nickname, but i do have real one. oh ya ~ my moyang was a japanese so maybe thats the reason. but then i am the only one given japanese name, not my brother or my other cousins. maybe its bcoz when i was small, i was more like chinese look so that why they were like ‘hey, this little baby is like our moyang, lets give her a japanese name’..haha..so never say to me i create the name michiko.it was given to me..blueeek!! i used to be malu2 with my name but now i love it..hehe..michiko san~ haitttt ;p
10.20.08
stamford.where its all started.
hey yo.hello.
its been a busy october.no.its not planning my birthday party, though i think i might have one, or need one, but actually i’m pretty busy with dancing at stamford hotel.yes, its going to be the whole October so officially i DONT have free weekend on October ( I have actually but its limited to outing to city or domestic airport since stamford is next to domestic airport.trust me, it is really NEXT TO domestic airport. i always fail to pujuk them jalan2 kt city, especially NIK FARHAN so i kinda have to accompany nik n aiman watching planes take off or landing or whatever. sometimes i feel kinda silly but trust me, going out alone is far worst that that, so i’d rather be with them for more than 3 hours, hearing them talking bout planes, what models bla-bla-bla. nik n aiman can recognize the model planes by just looking at them.me? i just think they look the same.don’t even bother to know them..hahaha..what i did? listened to my mp3 and dozzed off..pathetic? feel free to think so..huuu)..i’d rather attend any meetings or events rather than dozzed off at airport (security guard pon leh kenal muke i rasenye..haha..)
pls note that its not that i am a loner (though i know nik n aiman will say i am) but i can’t just ask my close friends to come to domestic which takes about 40 minutes journey and cost them aud20 return trip..i can’t be that selfish right? yes i have friends in the city but somehow i feel segan nk ajak klua coz xpernah hang out with them..hihi
i went to eastgardens westfield last week, alone coz nik n aiman had something to attend to, and trust me it was so wrong to went there alone..i end up feeling stupid coz i could see couples everywhere, holding hands, and whatever..ahaha..i am not jealous with them, but emm somehow i feel everyone is watching me and said ‘hey, look at the girl, she’s walking alone..pity her’..warrrghhhhhhh.. =p (see? thats why i’d rather be with that 2 crazy person watching planes till 6pm..omg)
note to nik n aiman: its not that you two are boring, but the matter of watching the planes is indeed killing me..hahaha..
p/s: for my birthday, i demand you two to have lunch with me at Fish Market.or else i will go to Mfest AGM..hahaha..pretty pls? =P
10.14.08
.:untitled:.
oi.oi.oi
things that made my day super bad.n moody
1. just when you thought you have a wonderful weekend, you just realise that the next day is Monday, and what else? off course Monday blues..oh no..well, i know i am too old to have Monday blues but yeah i STILL have it ( i am still young thought few people call me ‘kak’, i’ll take it as compliment.ok?)..hoho~
2. You know that you have class tomorrow afternoon, but the fact that you are nocturnal is definitely a problem..You can only fall asleep around 5 or 6am? *sigh* what a painful disease i have..
3. You woke up at 11am, only after you fell asleep at 6am. You felt hungry but then you realised that you have nothing to eat. Feeling frustrated, you went back to your room and read novel, and you fell asleep.again
4. By the time you woke up, its already 2.20pm. You missed your lecture and you had tutorial at 3pm.
5. Feeling hungry, you walk to your class. However, when you just about to reach you runiversity, your realised taht your sandal is worn out. WTF???? you had to walk back to your home, about 10 minutes walk, under hot sun..
6. By the time you reach your class, its already 3.15pm..Your are 15 minutes late, idiot..Your lecture lookat you with super annoyed face..but who cares. i am hungry, and i am tired..damn..
7. and what made your day super bad is when you confused with your own feeling..stupid.
song for the day – hurt by Christina Aguilera
10.07.08
ding dong.tick tock.ring~
halllloooo
raya time..omg..and i realised that i haven’t updated my blog properly for almost 3 weeks..aiyok…sorry people..busy maa..i told u, time will come when i totally forgot to update my blog..lala~
guess what.i love this year’s raya..it was awesome n great..i baked tat gulung, almond london, and biskut brokenheart?? (well, name tu am yg bg anyway..hahaha)..n as espected 3rd raya dah abes..hohoho..i cook rendang n kuah kacang as well..yeay..peduli hape..nk gak mkn rendang n kuah kacang..haha..
kali ni seriously raya sakan..mak anta 4 pasang baju raya..haha *gelak evil aku*..though i know some people just hv 1 baju raya, tpppp dgn semangat mak g anta 4 psg baju raya..naseb thn ni ade byk open house, leh la ktorg melaram abes2an…err, i mean me la..haha +)
i was thinking nk upload gbr, tp error..cisss..hampeh..haha
okla..tu je..serious xde mood mau update story..haha +)
10.03.08
damn u~
xde salam kali ni
ya tuhan.maluuuuuuu.ok.sampai ati korang wat cmtu wei..malu tau x..huuuu..
dah2 tu je entry kali ni..
daa~
09.21.08
a letter to my dad..
assalamualaikum abah
hari ni genap abah umur 55 tahun..ija nk ucapkan selamat hari lahir kt abah..moga2 abah sihat selalu..dan hari ni genap 2 tahun ija xdapat nk sambut birthday abah, ija just wish through telephone je..
55 tahun. tu bukan satu angka yg sikit. sedar xsedar, abah da berumur, tp abah selalu je nampak sihat. alhamdulillah. sekarang ni abah patut duduk rumah je, tp abah still gak nk kerja..ija ingat lg dulu family kt susah, sbb abah sorang je yg kerja..tp abah xpernah mengeluh, abah ttp gak kerja..dulu ms kite xde kereta, kite naik bus je blk kg..n dulu org selalu perli family kt sbb xde kereta, sbb slalu xcukup duit..tp abah mmg xpernah mengeluh..sbb abah percaya rezeki tu Allah yg bg..
ija ingat lg ms kite mmg xde duit nk mkn, n ms tu ija lapar sgt..ms tu dah pkol 12 mlm, kedai smua da tutup..abah masakkn nasi utk ija, tp xde lauk..ija ingat lg ija xnk mkn ms tu, sbb xde lauk..tp bla abah ckp ‘byk lg org kt luar sane yg xde nasi nk mkn, ni kn rezeki Allah bg’..ija trus mkn nasi tu..n since then, ija xpernah mengeluh klu kt xckp duit, sbb ija percaya rezeki Allah yg turunkn..
abah ingat x dulu dulu mase kecik, ija tiap2 ari cium pipi abah..and ija sgt manja ngn abah..dulu mak garang, n abah slalu manjakan ija…abah xpernah pon tinggikn suara kt ija, let alone pukul ija..sbb tu ija syg sgt kt abah..
tp tu smua 10 thn lepas..skang ni smua da berubah..kite boleh bli ape yg kite nak..tp ija xpernah lupe asal usul kt, susah payah kt dlu..ija mmg akn ingat smp bla2..
ija just wish one thing, lepas ni biar ija tanggung our family ek? abah xyah la kerja lg, mak n abah duduk je rumah ok? skang ni time ija nk tanggung mak abah plak..ija janji ija akan hantar mak abah pg Mekkah..ija xsanggup tgk abah kerja berat lg..nnt ija dah kerja, biar ija je byr smua bende, ok? abah pernah ckp, abh risau klu xde lelaki nk kt ija, seriously ija xkesah..biarlah ija xkahwin, janji ija dpt jaga mak abah..tu janji ija..
ija rindu sgt kt abah skang..how i wish u were here now.. *crying*
